It makes me sad when people I use to be really really close to and things become so weird and stressed that you aren't sure it can get back to how it was. My heart breaks when I think of things like that. I don't know what I want to think, I don't know what I want to do and I don't know if I CAN do it. I get so stressed out. All I can do is think hard and do what my heart says. I don't want to loose my friend. I'm trying... I just don't know sometimes. It will work out! It will work out! It will work out!