Thursday, September 24, 2009

Some random stuff...

I haven't actually written anything in here in a bit, so I thought I owed it to myself to empty out my head. In just over 24 hours I will be heading off to work for a few hours and then to Orlando. Staying at the Florida Hotel and Conference Center to see The Nova Echo perform... and Gil Birmingham! How freakin awesome is that! I have been counting down the days since May 9th when I first saw TNE and the time has arrived. My friend Sarah has downloaded some random monkey videos onto her Iphone as well... "Keep Awake"... that one is going to be fun to listen to. Especially when you've been drinking! Anyway... following this weekend, October 2nd I leave for a trip to Michigan to be in one of my best friend's weddings on the 10th! Yay! I wish some people would be there, but... oh well! I shall have fun! It's Three Rivers... kinda scare LOL!

I also want to thank my friends real quick... you know who you are! The ones that go an extra mile to send me something funny or nice or say something that just makes my day. It's even better when it is first thing in the morning. I love those early morning wake up messages. Thanks to you!

And now it's off to the real world... Work! One more day... one more day... one more day!

Monday, September 7, 2009

Happy Post

And in good old Kristin fashion... just had to post something up beat... cuz otherwise I am going to get 50 emails asking me "What's wrong" and 20 FB messages saying... "Want to talk about it." I love all of you and of course... but no... :) Eyecon in 3 weeks... YAY! Love The Nova Echo. Dan Graupner on AOD on Friday... can't wait... love him! Trip to Michigan from Oct. 2nd to 12th... that should be fun. I need a date to the wedding... any offers?

Ok... enough happy posts... back to listen to music and chat with... whoever! ;)

BTW... I hate your face!


A tug in the chest...

What is love? Love is when one person knows all of your secrets... your deepest, darkest, most dreadful secrets of which no one else in the world knows... and yet in the end, that one person does not think any less of you; even if the rest of the world does.

It's hard to smile all the time. You have to smile all the time because it's your job. You have to make the people around you happy. Why would you want to bring them down? Sometimes people need to cry, or get angry, or just not be happy. It's healthy... and how I wish I had the chance. I'm not always as hyper and happy as I see. Things eat at me. Things I can not stop.

I also hate when you get dragged down into a situation you didn't ask for. It is not a bad situation... it's actually REALLY good. It's just... you see how the grass could be greener... and you want it to be... but things like that don't happen to people like you. And getting your hopes up sucks. It turns out you are in a situation that is gonna crush you either way. A. your heart is broken and you are devestated.... B. You end up unbearably disappointed. And disappointment in someone or something is just as bad as not having them at all.

I'm being vague... but unfortunately... blogger is a little too public to name names... it would make things awkward and uncomfortable... and it would just get ruined all overa again. And I am not sure I am prepared for disappointment.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Sometimes I wonder...

Do you ever wonder why you even try sometimes. I know that everything I do is for a reason. I know that I am proud of my hard work, no matter what it is I am working on. There are just times that I sit and wonder why I push myself to those levels.

It just makes me wonder...

Anyway, onto a happier note... I love meeting new people. I have met so many new people these past couple of months that have shaped my life in so many different ways that I wonder sometimes if they are better friends than ones I have known my entire life. I love it. I love meeting people you just yearn to talk to. I've met a couple of those recently and it makes me wish I could talk to them more.

I hate all of their faces... I do! Some more than others! hehe!

Another case of word vomit from me.


Tuesday, September 1, 2009

A little blip... at 1 a.m...

It's almost 1 a.m. That is insane! I should be sleeping, but of course I am not. My beautiful daughter will be up in... approximately 6 hours and be sure to pull my hair if I do not wake up with her. Got to love kids!

Normally I have a purpose for writing a blog. Tonight... I'm gonna ramble. I have been talking to Gallie... aka Camille... (I do not know what she wants to be called these days) and we have hit many great topics... so lets discuss.

Scary movies! What the fuck has happened to the world. Scary movies are not what they use to be. On top of that... people like to ruin perfectly good scary movies by remaking them and/or adding sequels that do not belong. For instance... Urban Legends. Amazing movie... Holy craptastic sequel. It BLEW! Whoever produced it... try again! Not to be rude... but come on! The first one was amazing! Mass murderers in the backseats of cars, the room mate dying while you sleep right next to them and think they are just being ungodly loud and having sex... that is awesome. People getting killed while you film a little movie project... not so much. The final destination movies are awesome. more suspense than scary though. My personal favorite... the guy getting chopped in half by the electrical wires. That was priceless. Although I almost shed a tear when he asked the girl to hide his drug paraphanalia. That pulled on the heart strings a bit. Ok... moving on...

Men! I love men, don't get me wrong... but sometimes I wonder. I like smart guys. Smart guys that are able to hold a conversation with you. I want to have my brain stimulated... not just my genitals guys! Sorry! Let's set some ground rules. I do not like stalkers. Please do not creep outside my house to see what I'm doing or where I am going. Please do not get jealous if I hang out with my guy friends... especially the gay ones. For that matter, please do not get jealous if I hang out with my girlfriends... I still love you! Do not tell me you are going out to the strip joint in hope that I will get jealous. It won't work. In fact... I migth join you for entertainment purposes.

Last thing about guys... please please please do not judge me by looks. I understand that there has to be something there... but do not judge me by the size of my waist. It pisses me off... and I tend to be bitchy when irritated. I have an AMAZING personality (if I do say so myself) and I love hanging out and having a good time. So please... spend a moment or two with me... see if you like my personality... then move from there. You may be walking away from your best friend just because you are too blind to see what is underneath. I've had a kid.. stressed a lot... and not enough time in my day... give me a break... I'm working on it.

And last... I just watched an amazing movie... everyone should see it! The Ugly Truth! It is soooo true. Watch it, learn it, love it! Every girl wants their prince charming... but I' more of the jeans and t-shirt kind of girl than the shining armor type. I want someone who will tell me when I am being a bitch. Someone who will go through every CD in the house with me until we find that perfect song, hold me when I need comfort, laugh at me when I need to smile, forgive my past mistakes, have long talks about nothing and everything at the same time! Share life stories with me, play me in army of two on the xbox and not let me win, argue over the remote with, go for walks, loves to go out and have a good time, but also stay in and relax with movies and beer. And last, but definitely not least.... love me AND my daughter unconditionally. We are a pair. You don't get one without the other.

Is that so much to ask? Just for you to be you? I would hope not...