Monday, October 26, 2009

On a happier note...

So I have been kind of down and cranky lately. I know I haven't really portrayed it too much in my postings... but there are ENOUGH sad posts and angry posts to justify a happy one. So here I am. I am sick today... a touch of the flu I believe. With that said... I am still in a fairly good mood. I have been struggling with some relationships lately and with some inner turmoil going on. It took its toll. I was yelling at people that I had no business yelling at... treating people rudely and being mean for reasons that did not justify making people cry. I'm a bitch. Everyone knows that. But even that was bitchy for me. So I apologize. I have worked it out with most people. Things are going smoothly. I am working... 2 fan clubs, a radio show, an intership, my regular job, and have a kid running around learning new things ALL the time... so I get a little crazy sometimes.

I am so thankful for the people I have in my life. Everyone contributes a little bit differently. Like tonight... my friend Nikki totally creeped me out. She was finishing my sentences and/or saying shit at the EXACT same moment I did. It's like she knows me... she's like fucking Edward Cullen! Reads minds or something. IDK! It made me laugh though. I have another friend that has been texting me ALL day, which is something I needed from that friendship. Something to let me know its still there. Sometimes people grow apart and you can't see that reason why you became friends in the first place... sometimes you find it hard to see those connections that you made. This was one of those cases and I think that person as well as myself have finally realized that all we really need is something to remind us of those strings that pulled us together as friends to begin with. Funny thing... once you see those connections... you can't even imagine why they would disappear ever. 

*Side note... while I was writing that... Tearing Up My Heart by NSYNC started playing* kill me now!

So anyway... things seem to be looking up. November is a very busy month for me. Lots going on! Must work my butt of because Christmas is coming and I have to buy my daughter stuff! So... I'm ok... at least mentally! lol! 


Saturday, October 24, 2009

Free Photo Booth

This is some of the funniest shit I have ever seen in my entire life. I hope you all get a kick out of it as much as I did!

And this one is funny, but could not be embedded....

Sunday, October 18, 2009

I hate it... It makes me sad...

It makes me sad when people I use to be really really close to and things become so weird and stressed that you aren't sure it can get back to how it was. My heart breaks when I think of things like that. I don't know what I want to think, I don't know what I want to do and I don't know if I CAN do it. I get so stressed out. All I can do is think hard and do what my heart says. I don't want to loose my friend. I'm trying... I just don't know sometimes. It will work out! It will work out! It will work out!


Paranormal Activity

Ok... So I went and saw this movie last night. BTW... Thank you to my friend Nikki for referring me to it. It scared the piss out of me. I want EVERYONE to go see this movie... because for those of you who will make fun of me... I have NO shame! I shook, I hid halfway behind my hoody, I cried, I clenched the shit out of my friends hand, and I screamed. The whole damn audience screamed. This was the scariest movie I have ever seen. Most movies use music and sound effects to scare the piss out of you. This was scary because of the eery quietness of the movie. It got so silent that your ears would make that throbbing weird noise that made you know something was going to happen and then something small happened and you sighed with relief. The last 20 minutes of this movie was utterly terrifying.

I would like to say that I would have broke up with that girl a LOOOOOOONG time ago if I was that guy. Fuck that! Fuck her! And fuck all that shit that was happening in that house. You couldn't pay me enough to stay there with her. She is freaking and I would have stabbed her had she been doing a possessed freaking staring walk thing through the house the way she was. Fuck that! Anyway... go see it. It is amazing. And the director is a freaking genius because he made it on like... $11,000 dollars. One of the reviews I read from someone was "the most terrifying thing about this movie is that directors will be terrified at production companies telling them they don't need millions of dollars for special effects to scare the shit out of people." Needless to say... go pee before you watch it! Ok... so here is a trailer... fucking does it some justice... but it is a million times worse.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

A great group of guys!

I have recently gotten to know a great group of guys a little better. The Nova Echo is a band based out of Asheville, NC. They have an amazing sound and an awesome stage presence. One of th e best I have ever seen. I would promote them to anyone! They are universal when it comes to a listening audience. I promise, once you hear them... you will love them.

A fanclub was just started to honor their music and to help spread the word about them. They work so hard at what they do and we want to help spread the word about them. So everyone should go at least check out the music. Their myspace is Also... go and join the fanclub @ Check out the facebook group... Official TNE fanclub.

I promise you won't regret it. They are the most amazing group of guys EVER! Promise!